Rebecca A. Miller

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YOUR INVITED TO THE NEXT GROUP - LET'S DO THIS!

Going to be vulnerable here...

There was a time I hated my body to the point of not even looking in the mirror. It was tough, because I felt like I lost control!

I used to be healthy and fit and care for myself until that crazy surgery in 2006 where my Fallopian tube got twisted (for whatever reason) and got gangrene in it.

When it decided to act up on me and send me to the hospital with the most severe pain I have ever felt, I truly and honestly thought I was going to die. Doctors thought it was my appendix but when I went to surgery they realized it was my crazy tube in there causing all the mischief. ðŸ˜±

After all said and done, Rebecca is left with one tube and the excuse to not workout and just be lazy for 6 weeks as I heal. That is when I discovered the convenience of fast food. #dangit

It was easy, convenient, and it tasted great to me. I worked my way up to eating entire pizzas, tons of ice cream, and an insane amount of candy bars weekly â€¦36 to be exact. Don't get me wrong...it took time to build up...10 years of crap eating! 

I finally noticed that my weight was over the top…70+ lbs. to lose and feeling more and more like crap every day because my sugar was out of control and I just was depressed with my whole image.  It definitely creeped on and didn't happen over night.

Yeah of course the junk food is easy, but at what costs?

My life during this time was depressing, clothes wouldn’t fit, and I just felt so tired and sleepy all the time. I wasn’t living life and that sucked, because I had before. 

What the hell Rebecca? Why did you lose your way?! 

The comfort zone my peeps…it is a horrible place where you don’t grow or change. Do you ever feel stuck where you are at and don’t feel like nothing will help you?

I did too, but now, since I changed my ways…I have a different outlook on life…and it is amazing!

Living life, being apart of an amazing community, exercising again, eating healthy, and feeling my absolutely best these days! It only took a decision to start!!

#blessedisaidyes
#ourgroupsarepowerfulwantin?
#achieveandbelieve
#stopsayingyoucant