Shawn told me yesterday he will love me always and forever and never leave me .

"Awww buddy that ain't true...you gonna meet a chippy and Momma will become chopped liver "

Yessssssss I said it and he just giggles at my nonsense and said no way mom...my love is too strong for that. You are my everything.

I mean seriously how can your heart be so full than what mine is right now...and he will still never realize just how much he has changed me.

I show up daily for my family and he is the reason I keep going...sooo I can keep up with him. He brings me love...joy...happiness and sometimes crazy....but wouldn't change anything!!

Scale is down again but I don't want to focus on that...I want to focus on everything I have gained in this new life of mine.

Thanks buddy for continuing to be my WHY when things get hard. .

Thanks for being ONE of the MANY reasons I gained courage and said Yessssssss to my health....I was tired of telling myself couldn't...but having you gave me every reason why I CAN!!!