To the little guy who made me Mommy!!

I always said I didn't want kids then finally I gave myself permission to actually do so!

What was my deal?

I always said I wouldn't be good enough, I wouldn't have enough patience, and I wasn't sure how to juggle a baby and life... The whole thing scared me to death... But after time and years went by... I found myself thinking I could and I didn't want to waste any more time...2 years of ovulation tests, doctor appointments and lots of prayers... The test was finally positive!

I was shocked and happy but also worried... More fears came up but I was ready this time. Ready to bring a life into this world!

My little guy was born with clubfeet and it was a hard road but we finally have gotten over that journey. Now he is living his best life through school, friends, church, and baseball.

Shawn you have given me a life that is joyful, happy, and filled with love that only you can provide!

You are the best son a momma can ask for.... You are kind, hilarious, and the best snuggle bug ever!

Thank you God for giving me such a blessing.... Thank you so much Shawn for being that amazing blessing and making these past 10 years absolutely wonderful.

So hard to believe you will be 11 in October... This time has flown by and has been filled with love, hope, joys, tears, and best of all... Days filled with your beautiful face and smile!

Happy Mother's Day to me, my mom, and to every other mother out there!

Remember.... You are enough, you are doing a great job, and you have been given a gift from God... Cherish it always!